hopelessness

2 works

The Day the Orange Blossoms Wither

Trauma Bargain

After an accident leaves you paralyzed and unable to speak, you lie in a hospital bed as death draws near. Your older brother comes to your bedside—not with comfort, but with cold, cruel words that only deepen your despair. A first-person account of being watched over at the end of life, with no way to respond.

Let's Die Together with the Debt-Ridden, Despairing Boy! Staying Lovey-Dovey Until the End♪

Ampro

A despairing, debt-ridden young man and a listener who shares his wish to die spend their final moments together in a deserted garbage dump, holding each other close before choosing to end their lives as one. Recorded in an intimate whispering style, this gentle-intensity ASMR work explores devotion and hopelessness rather than explicit content. It's a quiet, melancholic portrait of codependent love at the edge of life.